The Muddled Mind

What is happening in the nation? With all mob lynching,  rape cases, injustice,  protests,  how is one feeling safe anymore.  There are lot of things which happened in the past too which made me question is this so hard to be a girl and especially Indian? A girl who chose to stay away from the parents- her safety net to go build her career struggling all her way through the sociopaths and risks. Is it all worth it?  People say I am a really good person because I put myself out trying to not hurt someone's else emotions because i know how does it feel to be on the other side.  I am feeling so scared to be scared.  I want my mum's lap, my dad's shoulder, my grandparent's hands on my head and my brother's support. I cannot and not want to trust anyone anymore.  Is it so hard to be a girl? Is it have to be? Why can't I go on a solo trip,  why can't I choose to be not involved with anyone till I am 30 or maybe ready, why can't I opt for the job wh...

Don't fall into trap. Everything is going just as planned. Graduating,  picking out job which you don't like, quitting jobs, trying out new things,  that will make you who you are in long run.  Doesn't matter if you can't do things which other people are doing,  expensive holidays, getting married, living that Instagram life, what you are doing is more and more important.  You are experiencing life. You are an explorer.  Those things will come eventually in your lap but these things, these failures, these heartbreaks, setbacks are going to shape you up for any adversities. So stop thinking about what you could have done better, instead think what you can do now. And also believe in yourself. The most beautiful journey of your life lies in yourself. Either you can make it or break it. Like for me, I may not be living my dream career,  I may not even be closer to that, on marriage and relationships point, I may be lacking a lot, on travelling and world t...

Disclaimer- This is not written by me but this is my go-to motivational video so I thought of sharing the written version of this.  P.S Link of the youtube vid eo is also there. I will conquer what has never been conquered, Defeat will not be in my creed. I will believe where all those before me have doubted. I will always endeavor to uphold the prestige, honor and respect of my team. I have trained my mind and now my body will follow. Who am I? I am a champion! I will acknowledge the fact that I am an elite warrior, Who arrived at the cutting edge of battle by any means necessary. I accept the fact that my team expects me to move further, faster and fight harder than our opponents, Never shall I fail my brothers. I will always keep myself mentally alert, physically strong and morally straight. I will shoulder more than my share of the task, whatever it may be, One hundred percent and more because I have surrendered me for we. Who am I? I am a champion! Gallantly ...