The Muddled Mind

Everything in life cannot be planned. You cannot plan what you want your life to be after 2 years or even 5 years. You can only work for it hard and hope for it to happen like that. Getting influenced by digital media and create some imaginary ideal situations are never gonna make you happy. They will only create more distractions, unfulfilled desires and failures. You can do anything you want to at why point of time. You can change your career after 30, you can wear LBD after 35, you can go to places and be irresponsible after 40 too, you can meet your soulmate after 30, there is no defined age to all the stages in life except the temporary influenced one you made it in your mind. Even if you have to look upon to someone, choose a person closer to you, who lives with you, who inspires you everyday and not from someone from social media or books. But don't trust that person blindly. Everyone has their own journey , own ideas , own ways and own timelines. You are your path and

Once upon a time, puppy was a cute, lively and adventurous dog who set out for adventure far away from home. Little did he know, the place is not like what he thought. After several attempts he still couldn't find a single person to rely. Everyone was fake friends. He started losing his charm but continue to live. At one time, pup got so frustrated, he went out in a park trying to figure out his future and there he found that he had lost so much while being in a journey away from home. There he saw a handsome Lab who was so funny and a smart dog Pup thiught lab could never be his friend. He thought he was out of league. But sweet sweet Lab came to him and shared his bone. And there they became good friends and then best friends. All the glomimess and sadness inside pup disappeared. He was not alone. He found a person who he relied on every thing. Lab didn't know the depth. He was very popular and mostly busy. Puppy was introvert and intimidated by his charm. He became his life

Homeless I felt homeless for a really long time. Even surrounded by the people all the time, I felt lonely. Inspite of that, I used to fake laugh, cry, putting out emotions never letting anyone know that how was I. I have insecurities and trust issues and I thought I will never be able to love myself or anyone for that matter. I will forever be homeless. I thought only solution for that is to travel city to city, not getting attached to people or not let people get attached to you. It was a cry in disguise but I was still surviving. Every day I am waking up trying to find all the answers that why I am like that. But there was no permanent home for me even my own home where I have been grown up. I was craving to feel content. And then suddenly I found at darkest and strangest hour. Sitting at one corner faking laughs like I was doing. It was very strange. I resist myself to fall for you because I had enough temporary homes and I couldn't handle another one. But seeing you made me f

Perfect yet not together It sucks how two people who are perfect for each other after their breakup because of circumstances cannot even talk or share or spend time together. Why in just another moment where one tells every secret, every stupid things, every story, every memes to another person can't even say hi anymore to another person? How suddenly everything changes from having it all to the loneliest ? Isn't this whole things is so messed up. You don't lose the love of your life but also your constant support and friendship. Much better thing would be to not engage in any romantic relationship with anyone. Stop making yourself dependent or vulnerable to anyone until and unless you are sure that it is an endgame.