The Muddled Mind

Dont think anything about what you are going to be in future or what you want Until and unless its in your hand right now, you have no right to think about that Else everything will happen just like the last few years which you have only end up thinking and wasting your precious time.  See what's your priority right now , think about it and then keep your future plans aside for later. Else you will be losing your today's precious time thinking about future and then regretting these same actions in future You have to accept that fact that you are not better than someone else in some particular field. There is no comparison and should not be any. Every human kind is different than one another. You can not or must not waste your life setting up a goal to be Iike someone else. Why you have this need to be known by someone  or do something just to be known or be popular then you are lacking serious motivation to do something good with your life  Stop proving yourself all the time. S

Learn to be okay and happiness will follow. Be resilient. Don't regret on what you could have done or become, you can only focus on the things which are in your control now. Right at the moment, you have to make wise decisions and whatever you do, trust that it's the best thing you can do at this point. The major thing to do right now is to self care and believe. You can spend hours doubting your decisions and regretting everything or you can just Every day wake up with the resilience in your mind that whatever is happening in your life is a process and you will get through that. Externalize your failure and internalize your success. This means that whatever small or big success you have got, celebrate it. Celebrate it with your full heart and learn from all the mistakes you have done which resulted in your failure. This will help you grow in the places where you are lacking. You can bring change in you right now.

Acceptance and forgiveness are two things which are very important right now to get peace in this difficult times. Accept yourself and your circumstances and as well as others. You can surely bring change in your future but not in the past. And this applies to others too. You can change yourself but not the others. And also people you are going to love or you love, you should be ready to accept them whoever they are, whatever they do to fully justify your relationship with that person. Same goes for forgiveness. Humankind is full of errors. Every human makes mistakes. That's part of growing up. And when it is like that , every human should also ready to forgive and coexist. Whether you forgive yourself or the other person. Recollecting bad memories from your past or with other will only leads to hatred in your heart and now when world is in dire need of love and compassion, we can not or must not have any hatred towards anything. Spread love and only love.

Lockdown Day 51 Definitely the fastest 51 days of my life The longest time I have been stuck into home and didn't step out from my home at all  I am the lucky one who got to get back to hometown before lockdown started. The place where my family lives in lockdown is under curfew area from the last 51 days so there is no relaxation at all in going out for anything. Police is all over the place. Its on drop silence on the roads.  Initially 21 days were all exciting,  depressing , entertaining and what not.  Everyone enjoyed their time as well cribbed about not going out.  Everyone struggled, they explored their hobbies,called to their long distance loved ones, learnt something new, fucked up their sleep and eat cycles hence the basic routine but now at 55 days of complete lockdown everyone has become calmer. They have more patience now. As someone said in 21 days, if you do something daily then it will just became your habit. Now work from home, not going out, not dressing up, no foo

Oh this city, Pune. It has all my heart. My second city to move for work. And what a delight. One of the best time of my life. Got to realize it's importance after I left this city. Honestly. The best work people, the best roommates, the best people I befriended , amazing weather, great places to hang out, young and chill vibes all over the places, great party places and food. Made the best memories. Hopping around from the clubs to historic places to gardens to lakes to mountains , Pune has it all. . There is no explanation why people do that often? Cribbing about the present. I do that a lot . Always been dreaming about the past or the future and hence never lived in the present. Why people don't appreciate what they already have and not what they had or can be. Past is gone and future is unpredictable and we know now ;) Who thought there would be a pandemic attack on the whole world and everything is locked up and we are stuck to one confined place and surviving

Journeys are always better than the destination. Period. It is not an easy thought to believe that at first. We are living such fast paced life that we are eager to skip the steps and reach the destination and then look for next goal. . . We had forgotten to live each moment and maybe that's why it is happening what is happening. The pandemic situation. To make you believe in journeys, the hard ones, the beautiful ones, the long ones, the short ones, together or alone and we must reboot ourselves and give it all in to the present, to NOW. . . . Oh how much I miss it. The fine breeze from the window, the cold one especially. The lake, the roads, the speed breakers, the traffic, people on bike or people on car, seeing rain from the window, seeing people doing their daily chores and the sunlight. 🌞 . . Cheers to all the future road trips and the journeys. Till then stay home , stay safe. (Quarantine Thoughts)

Place - Pondicherry/Puducherry Time - Jan-2017 . . . . This was the first place I stepped out after I started earning. So my first trip with my own money *yayyyyy* What could be more cool, right. I was working in Chennai and it was my training period. It was very hectic. No week offs at all. So far from home. Nostalagic. Got an off for 2 days. Made an instant plan. (All thanks to my crazy genes). Booked a zoom car. 5 people off to the place. Only one knew how to drive (oh boy!) And eeeeee what a journey. With not much planning for this impromptu trip, went with the flow and surprising covered everything from paradise island to portugese colony to rock beach to partyyyyy to yum food to beaches to fancy places to clothing to bus travel to different people to a beautiful journey. Hmm. *Major Missing Alert* . . It's a great observation that you only remember happy memories while sharing and not the bad ones and eventually that becomes all of it. All of the memor