So many things to learn. So many things to do. So many people to meet. Found a distraction babe. So worth it. Talking to someone I would never meet, talking to him about love, life and stuff and made me feel like what a stupid person I am to hang around for you since so long. You are nothing comparable to what he is. Not kidding. Felt so exotic and desirable. The feeling I never got when I was so involved with you. I figured out I am more interesting person now than I was when I was with you. More calm, more confident, better than the lot. I am free, I take risks, I travel, I write, I have great sense in music, I take good pictures, I have great opinions about life and people. I always knew that but gradually being with you, I totally lost myself. I lost what I had and what I am good at. I was the reward you got but you never took care enough. I never got so comfortable with my skin like I am right now. I can travel anywhere I want to. Solo trip to all exotic places. I can dance my heart out even on the Prateek Kuhad songs. I can be careless again. I feel good now when I am alone. I can do anything I ever wished and I have guts to do that. I was in my cocoon and I just turned into a wild exotic beautiful butterfly. I am definitely the better version of myself than I was before I met you. I think it might be the last post I am writing about you. That's a very good sign right ?
Yay to life ! :D
Yay to life ! :D