After so many shady relationships with people, is it wrong to be little skeptical? I mean is it not prescribed to take precautions than a cure? Everything what is happening to me or happened to me, the least thing I want to do is to go through that process again where I have to move on from someone or trust someone. I am so so scared to break someone's heart. I know how it felt and it is not good. I don't want to be part of that process. But how will I let loose of this feeling because I am still hurting people by getting emotionally detached from them or showing them my commitment issues. It's not easy to be get closer to person but by not doing that also, you miss out on lot of people and feelings. Ughhh , I wish I had the answer. I hate that I absolutely am clueless in life. Wish someone can understand and embrace this insanity of mine or I will end up looking forward to something which is never going to happen for me. I guess procastination is really taking a toll me. Hmm.
Something in life is worth letting go of but you will only know that after you had experienced it before and we can predict the possible outcomes. Like - Arguing with parents or anyone on anything. Or arguments in general. You can't change anyone's opinion in one argument. FOMO. Trying to connect with the ‘friends’ who haven’t been there for you and you lost touch. Sad about getting a dream job but honestly not working for it. Prioritizing your career over EVERYTHING. Go to family functions because you mostly never have that option. Take up a job which you are not passionate about but good money. Seeing other people doing what you wanted to do but couldn’t. Expecting something from anyone just because you think you are closer to them. Something which is happening and we don’t have any power to change like aging, politics, natural calamities, etc. Other people’s opinions on you. It anyways shouldn’t affect you at any point in time. You are not supposed to compete with anyone for...