The Muddled Mind

Prologue- Taking my parent's advice too seriously, I thought of being a responsible big sister for once and wrote my younger ones a letter that this early adulting is gonna be too fucked up but you ll make it all right. Dear younger ones, 1. It's okay to feel scared about the future most of the time, it's okay to get concerned about the uncertainties going on. It's high time in your life that these changes will happen and these will happen for good, all is going to be well super soon and everything will get settled soon. 2. You ll lose touch people in your life who once were the closest and who made promises to stay together for the longest time. They might not going to be but it's okay you ll find more amazing people and the people who you love will eventually find a way to get back in your life and people who want to go, they will go no matter what. You just have to be understanding and patient. 3. Trust issues- Yes it's going to look super tough to tru...

Every one has a finite number of energy. Then why waste it on regretting what you had done wrong in life and not caring about its usage in future. Dropping your baggage could be the first one in your things to do list. Stop regretting what you have done wrong. If you ll try to forget your past, you ll end up forgetting the lessons you have learnt in those mistakes. After 5-10 years , you ll realize all what you have done in the past whether it's an achievement or meeting new people or taking risks in career or saying yes to someone or jumping from the high mountains to swim in the deepest ocean, feeling loved by the people and then seeing them go away or saying yes to all the crazy plans with your friends or getting drunk hard, fighting with your parents, abusing people , working hard to achieve your dreams , sacrificing people and plans , trust me , it's all worth it. Now that I have grown up to be like this, I absolutely have no regrets because who I am today is all b...

I recently quit my job in one IT MNC as a Software Engineer. I wrote one last farewell mail to all my fellow colleagues and friends in the company who absolutely loved it so I thought of sharing as a fun read to my blog. Credits- This mail includes inputs from all over the internet and some dear people who left the company before me and show me courtesy by sending their farewell mail to me too. P.S- Names are being renamed to XYZ to not reveal any discreet information to avoid data security issues ;) Mail starts as: Sub - #XYZ, I'm breaking up with you. Disclaimer  - This would be most effective if you play a rendition of 'Accha chalta hu duaon mein yaad rakhna' by Arijit in your subconscious minds. Given my flair for drama, my email subject probably says it all. Dear All, Yes, you are receiving last email from my Mailbox- Finally the moment has arrived to say goodbye, which is never easy, especially when I have been par...

I want the one who is madly irrevocably in love with me, who can change the world in himself to be with me, who feels privileged that he found me , one who wants to travel whole wide world with me, who can make me feel safe and secure. One who can desolve my insecurities in his epitome of love. Who wants me to live more because this lifetime is not enough. Who wants me to want to have a family of my own. With whom I can be as childish and stupid and he still thinks I am the greatest one.  The one who can possessively holds me in his arm and say it out loud that 'I am the luckiest one, she is only mine'. The one who makes every one of my silliest dreams/fantasy in love comes true. The one who I can trust with my life and soul.  The one who wants me to make me a better person for him. The one who I can always proud to be his only. The one who I can imagine every possibility of future. The one who wants me to embrace anything about me.  The one who gets involves in ...

I t's okay to cry your heart out, it's okay if nobody is here to console you, you ll still make it all right, you ll still rise again. Everything seems blurred, everything seems hazy and you think about all the uncertainties, but trust me child, one day you ll rise again. You are confused, you are heartbroken, nothing seems all right now, nothing does matter now, but some day in a very near future from today, you ll rise again. You ll do everything you meant to do, you ll find someone you meant to love, trust me, one day you ll rise again. It might seems the end of the world but you ll get it right, you ll rise again and you ll shine.  Don't let anyone hurt you anymore, don't get hopeless in life, be positive and trust yourself that you ll rise again.